Futuro, 2k17:
Só salvei um link quando eu escrevi o rascunho:
https://www.instagram.com/thenakediaries/
Acho que esses nus artísticos me deram inspiração para escrever algo, mas não sei mais o que:
For a very long time I suffered with body image issues, eating disorders, depression, etc. Over the last two years I finally learned to love myself and was truly happy, a day I never thought that I would see. Then seven months ago I found out I was pregnant, something I knew I wanted but not at 20 years old. I am so blessed to have a beautiful baby on the way but it has not been easy. My body began to change, seeing the number on the scale rise and my belly begin to grow was so hard on me. I hated how I looked and I wanted nothing more for it all to be over. I see other pregnant ladies on here saying that being pregnant is this is the only time they feel confident and okay with their bodies and I envy them. I feel fat, ugly, gross, and everyone telling me how cute I look, how big I'm getting, how beautiful I am.... Just makes me feel worse. I know I'll never have an ideal body now and I can't help but hate myself for it. How am I supposed to raise a child to love themselves when I barely love myself. In three months I meet my baby and I'm absolutely terrified.
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